is this another symptom?
I'm so sick of other people's heartbreak
just wanna scream,
"Girl, I hope you know
he's only still there because he can fuck you
with no strings while he looks
for someone he wants more
and is this what you want to remember
about yourself in ten years
that this is how you hung on to him
by being his whore he never had to pay
by making it easy?"

But at night I fall asleep
thinking of your arms
wondering how you are
and thanking and cursing the powers
you're far away from me
because when I can't sleep
I understand.

I hate that.

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