if only I could still stand in the road

screaming why did you leave me
why did you leave me
why did you leave me
why did I survive
I had to say fuck you to make you listen
nothing did any good
and you're gone and I am only trying to understand
why you changed
when you changed
all I'm sure of is that it had nothing to do with me
and it doesn't matter
can't you see that nothing matters
when the angels are flipping me off and
laughing behind my back
nothing at all
'cause I had everything and you took it away
and now I sit here with nothing
and wait for you to take that too

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