dammit

I know it's easy,
to say forget it,
say it will go away
and this time I want to
this time I know it won't help
to hang on
I don't want to be an idiot for you
I've done enough
and you didn't love me enough
and then
you tell me you don't want it to be over
and I have no idea what I'm supposed to say
I know I still love you
but I know how it looks and sounds
and am I supposed to be happy
am I supposed to cry
I just hurt a little more
because you're the one crying and
I can't see
how we can ever
ever be the same.

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